I’m really determined to make this year one to remember. I do nothing with my life and I’m sick of it. I don’t believe in all the 2012 bullshit but if this was the last year of my life, I’d want it to be a little more exciting than Tumblr and Lovefilm streaming.
The past 2 years have seriously been made up of me doing absolutely shit all and it’s ridiculous. I am a talented, intelligent hard-working girl. I don’t know why I let go for so long.
I mean, I know I do my writing and Mayhem Underground but even them, I let them slide all the time and I need to stop. The past few days I’ve been really ill which in all honesty has just left me really unmotivated. All my plans from New Years Day seem to be unravelling and I don’t like it. I know a lot of people make resolutions and don’t stick to them and I know this is nothing new but for me, I don’t usually make them and I REALLY want to make myself proud.
I need to get back on everything I was doing tomorrow. I refuse to carry on letting life pass me by.
